Day 7, long lives the snowman
I sure don’t want this to be the diary of a cat, where the cat contemplates the various ways it hates the humans and tries to kill them and escape.
In many ways, the past week has been good. In just as many ways, it has not been.
We’re not quite at square one, but in a lot of ways it is very close. To me it’s almost like we went back 2 years ago, right before problems started. The most disturbing thing is that Jess won’t let go of this guy. She’s opened up her myyearbook account again, is still talking to Jaysen. I really just feel like I’m being played more than anything, and from the outside it looks just like that as well.
Of course, Jaysen Snow isn’t wanting a relationship, just a peice of ass, or he’d tell Jess otherwise to help her make her decision. Jessica, I don’t know what she wants. I’ve told her how I feel about her still talking to him, that she’s just ignoring how I feel.
Fuck it, you know. Jaysen, I figure you’re reading this, just grab your balls and take Jessica. It’s pretty obvious where her heart is. That doesn’t mean you can come to my house or by my kids though. I’ll hurt you for that.
